I'm a burning star, and this space is so cold.

last night I went to the 20th birthday party for a friend of mine.
naturally, I downed some whiskey when I saw everyone else getting their buzz on.
the only thing was, I hadn't eaten for about 2 days.
I wasn't able to sleep that night because my tummy felt so upset,
and immediately the next morning, I dry-heaved nothing into the toilet for about 15 good minutes.
I turned on the faucet in a desperate attempt to keep them from hearing.
it sucked.

I need to be smarter about losing this weight.
It felt really weird: my stomach was on fire, but the bathroom floor was so very cold.